PART #5
Fred Ahlgren (slowbutsteady)
September
Mood: thoughtful
Listening To: Show Me How to Live - Audioslave
Science, What a Waste
I can't decide if I'm extremely upbeat or just awfully miserable.
What I know is that it's Friday night and I'm stuck here, watching the room spin.
I'm starting to think that Catalina is either one of four things:
It would just be bloody perfect if it was all of the above, wouldn't it? I still haven't told her about my fear of fucking up both our lives. And if I'm going to have to discuss that with her, I need more vodka.
I really should continue studying now, but I have a science trouble. Is it called other space, outer space, or utter space? I suck at this. I was born in the wrong country from the start, wasn’t I?
I better go find Lex. She probably knows. She knows everything.
Maybe because she doesn’t have ADD.
(I can’t let that go because I’m obsessive. It’s like when somebody calls you stupid, and even though you know you’re not stupid, you still think about it until it starts to make sense and you think “Maybe I am stupid after all?”)
Where was I? Oh, right, find Lex.
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(Lex O'Leary) |
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It's outter space, Fred, outter space... Love,
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(Fred Ahlgren) |
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You sure? Is that the way to spell it? It sounds weird. Ah, man, I hate science... Thanks anyway, you're my saviour, as usual...
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(Lex O'Leary) |
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No problem, buddy, no problem... It might have one 't' though. Who knows?
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(Fred Ahlgren) |
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You sure? Is that the way to spell it? It sounds weird. Gee, thanks, that helped a lot. Am I supposed to figure it out on my own now, or what? Fine, I'll get my dictionary.
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(Lex O'Leary) |
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Oh don't be mad Fred...please don't be mad... |
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(Fred Ahlgren) |
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Well, I'm not mad, just... redundant. (What does that mean anyway?) I could never be mad at you, Lex. I just hate science! |
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(Lex O'Leary) |
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Redundant means over and over. I don't blame you for hating science. I struggle with it too... |
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(Fred Ahlgren) |
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Thank you :) |